PANIC

i have one class for an hour and 15 mins today and im already freaking out....Honestly i'd prob be in the hospital right now if it weren't for anti-anxiety meds. Honestly I don't get anxious about too many things but school is my biggest anxiety...i just want to not go to college but i have to cause its not the olden days where my parents can just marry me off and i can live off my husband not that I would want to get married this young but still....i guess for opportunity you need to endure things i don't want too...this is why i want to be an actress but i have to go to some classes before my parents let me go off and try and chase my dream...who knows maybe i'll be that one in a million to live out that dream of seeing my name in lights...though i can't sing but probably not on broadway...until then i have my love of fashion to calm me down and keep me busy :) wow this post turned out alot different then i thought not in a bad way. xoxo